I have so many mixed emotions about going. I have moved so many times over my relatively short life. Sometimes I just want to feel like I'm settled at home at last. However, it is exciting to think about the potential for new friends, opportunities, and fresh ways that God will use Nathan and I! It's hard for me to be realistic about how difficult it will be, with Nathan in school full time (again) and working full time. I thought we were past that stage! I know that I will get lonely and miss my friends, but for the moment, I am pushing these thoughts aside and trying to be positive. It might not be too hard, I might make friends very quickly, I might love it out there... etc. Oh and the thought of having to get a full time nanny position is a little scary. I've gotten used to being my own boss and making my own schedule! But it looks like in order to be able to afford any kind of decent housing, I'm gonna have to get a J-O-B. Yuck!
Until Elon gets better, my posting will be sporadic at best. As soon as he is better, I promise I'll return to my usual inspiring and always thought provoking posts ;p